i wonder, if one day i will settle. settle for things that are good, but aren't wonderful. things that are special, but not made just for me. things tt make ppl go wow, how lucky you are, but all i can do is smile bitterly and nod quietly. its so easy to take e good, tried path. and so difficult to forge a new one. its even harder when e ppl you are relying upon don't see e future in that path.

how do you know who your soulmate is, love him, and not be with him?